My name is Rebecca, but everyone calls me Becca. I’m currently 20 years old as I write this. I don’t remember which birthday it was, but my mom bought me a diary for my birthday. I didn’t write in it every day. I only wrote when there was something significant happening in my life. The following chapters are explanations of what I wrote in my diary back then. The conversations may not be exact, but they’re as close as I remember them to be.
The most significant thing started happening several years ago when my brother and I were in high school and we started to experiment sexually. My brother’s name is Eric and he is a year younger than me. He was already 2 inches taller than me and started calling me his little sister, so I started calling him my big brother.
Our parents both worked so we had the house to ourselves after school for about three hours each weekday. Quite often, one of us or both would bring a friend home with us after school. My mom didn’t want us to be anywhere else other than our house, but we were free to bring friends in to be with us.
We had a two-story house with the bedrooms on the second floor. Our parents’ bedroom suite was at the end of the hall and across from our bedrooms. In between our bedrooms was a shared bathroom. It was one of those connected bathrooms called a Jack and Jill which had a door at each end leading into the two bedrooms.
We learned early on that sharing the bathroom was a pain, especially as we got older and wanted more privacy. The problem was that while in the bathroom, we would lock both doors and, invariably, when we left the bathroom, we’d forget to unlock the door at the other end. Both of us did it from time to time and it was a real pain, especially in the morning when we both had to get ready for school. We had to make a change and set up some rules. We decided we would no longer lock either door. If the door to our side was ajar, we could go right in. This meant that when we went in, we needed to make sure both doors were closed, but not locked. And, preferably, we’d remember to release the other door before leaving the bathroom. If the door was closed and we wanted to use the bathroom, we had to listen carefully at the door to see if we could hear the other one in there. If not, we’d knock at least three times and if there was no answer, we could go in. We also made a rule that unless we were in the shower, on the toilet, or naked, the other one could come into the bathroom at the same time. That was easily handled by just leaving the door ajar while in the bathroom. This allowed us to do things like wash our face, brush our teeth, and brush or comb our hair without having to wait for the other to finish. This was especially helpful on school days.
It usually worked pretty well. There were the odd times that one of us started to walk in not having heard the other person say it was busy or we didn’t hear the knocks. We’d just let out a scream and that took care of that. It wasn’t ideal, but it was way better than dealing with the locked door. The other rule we made was that we wouldn’t go into each other’s room from the bathroom. We had to use the hallway bedroom door.
Now, I was pretty sure that there were times that Eric had sneaked into the bathroom to peek at me when I was in the shower. We had a pretty big shower and it had smoked glass doors. Because of the smoked glass, the shower had its own ceiling light we would usually turn on while showering. The problem with that is that when the light was on, it was difficult to see out of the shower. The glass became more of a mirror. On the other hand, from outside the shower, it was easy to see into the shower. So, if Eric came into the bathroom while I was in the shower and was quiet enough, I wouldn’t see him and he could see all of me. There were times while in the shower that I felt the air change like either hot air left the area or colder air came in. It was those times I suspected Eric might have been spying on me. It wasn’t really a big deal, though. I didn’t call him on it because he’d just deny it anyway.
And that was the start of the time that we were both turning into normal, horny teenagers wondering about sex like any other kids.
Chapter 2
One day I was in the bathroom after school and I was putting my hair up in a braid. Eric had his friend Steve over and they were in his room. Because I was dressed, the door to his bedroom was ajar so I could hear them somewhat. I’m not sure what drew my attention, but I went over to the door to hear them better. I couldn’t see them through the door jamb because of the direction the door swings and the way Eric’s room is laid out. I could only listen to their conversation and it went something like this:
Eric: “Damn look at those tits. I’d love to suck on those. I wish we could see her pussy.”
Steve: “Yeah I bet those tits are really soft. The closest I’ve gotten to feeling real tits is when I was seeing Diane. She let me feel her tits over her clothes. It was better than nothing and just doing that gave me the biggest hardon.”
From the conversation, I assumed they were either looking at porn on Eric’s computer or had a girlie magazine to look at.
Eric: “Oh, I like this one better. For some reason, I seem to prefer small tits to big ones. They kind of look like Becca’s.”
Steve: “You’ve seen Becca’s tits? You never told me that. Bro, you’re holding out on me. When did you see them?”
Eric: “I’ve spied on her in the shower a couple of times. They’re not big, but I really like them. They fit her body. I mean, they’re like the right size for her body.”
Steve: “If you saw her in the shower, does that mean you’ve seen her pussy, too?”
Eric: “Yeah, I did once. I couldn’t see much because of the door being wet and a bit fogged up, but I could see a patch of hair between her legs.”
Steve: “Damn, you’re lucky to not only have a sister, but one who’s really cute, too. I’d do her!”
Eric: “Hey, Steve, that’s my sister you’re talking about. I don’t want to hear you talking about touching her or something. It’s one thing to just look at her; it’s another thing to be touching her sexually,”
Steve: “Sorry, Eric. I didn’t mean anything by it. You know I’d never touch her without her permission. I just mean she’s really cute and I wish I could see her naked.”
They continued to look at pictures of naked girls and just talked about tits and asses. I crept back onto my room. At least that confirmed my suspicions that Eric had been spying on me. At least he liked what he saw. I did have small tits, but they were growing. Hey, I was only fourteen. I should have been mad, but I wasn’t. Maybe it’s because he spoke nicely about my body. If he would have mocked my little tits, I probably would have been mad at him.
My tits are only an A-cup, but at least they were a full A. I saw some girls in gym that had little tits and they were more like nipples that had popped out of their chests. You know, the cone-shaped ones called Dixie cups? Mine had come in nice and full and round. I really liked my tits. I just wanted them to keep growing a bit. But right then, on my slim body, I think they looked pretty good. I didn’t usually wear a bra. My mom made me wear one to school, but as soon as I get there, I’d go to the bathroom, take it off, and stuff it in my backpack. I’ve always hated wearing a bra. I don’t like all the straps across my back and over my shoulders. It’s uncomfortable and since my tits didn’t need to be held up, what’s the point? I never did get young girls wearing training bras before they even started growing any tits. They want to feel older, but it just looks dumb and doesn’t feel good. I never did that.
The only reasons that girls wear bras when their tits are small like mine were is either because their mom makes them wear one (like mine did) or because they don’t like how their Dixie cups look in a shirt and so wear a padded bra to get a more rounded shape. The problem is that the shape looks fake. It’s too rounded and too perfectly shaped. Any guy should be able to tell you’re wearing falsies. I didn’t mind at all that guys could see the shape of my tits under my shirts and could usually see my hard nipples poking out. They stayed pretty hard all day from rubbing on the inside of my shirt as I walked the halls. And with a slight jiggle to them as I walked, I think the boys enjoyed looking at my chest. That’s certainly a lot better than being flat and ignored.
I also enjoyed letting guys see glimpses of my tits. A lot of my T-shirts had a scoop neck or a V-shape. If I needed to bend over for some reason, or when I did it for no reason, if someone was in the right position, they could see down my shirt and see my tits. I liked getting guys excited by seeing my tits. It was especially fun to wear tank tops. They look really dumb when you wear a bra under them because all the straps usually show. When I wore a tank, guys could see some side boob through the arm holes or easily look down my shirt when I bent over. I loved teasing guys with my tits.
When I went back into my room, I also noticed that I was wet between my legs. I didn’t really know why that happened. I think that was the first time that I realized that I could get turned on just by thinking about something sexual. I mean, I had touched myself before. Not a lot, but I did figure out at some point that rubbing my pussy felt good although I hadn’t actually had an orgasm yet that I knew of. I wasn’t sure what one really felt like so I didn’t know if what I felt from rubbing myself was as good as it got or not. It’s funny when you look back on your life and realize how naïve you were when you were growing up.
After that day, I would usually try to listen in on Eric’s conversations in his room when he had friends over, especially Steve. One time while I was listening, I kind of hit the jackpot. It was another time Steve was over.
Steve: “Wow, look at that girl suck his dick. I’d love to have a blow job. It’s supposed to feel almost as good as a pussy.”
Eric: “Yeah, it makes me hard watching a video like this. If you weren’t here, I’d probably be rubbing my dick right now.”
Steve: “My brother tells me that in the fraternity house where he lives, they sometimes have a circle jerk.”
Eric: “What’s a circle jerk?”
Steve: “According to John, the guys that don’t have a date on like a Friday or Saturday night get together to look at porn. They get naked and sit in a circle. Then each guy leans over and grabs the dick next to him and jerks him off. He says it feels better than doing it yourself. I thought that sounded gay, but he said it was weird at first, but if you kind of ignore who’s jerking you off, it doesn’t matter if it’s a guy or a girl.”
Eric: “Yeah, it sounds gay to me. Why isn’t that gay having a guy stoking your dick?”
Steve: “I asked that same question. He said that you’re only gay if you prefer to have a guy stroke or suck your dick rather than being with a girl. He said he’s pretty sure almost every one of the guys would rather be getting the hand job from a girl. They only do that when they don’t have a date. He said there are even some guys that will lean all the way over and suck the dick of the guy next to them. He still insists it’s not gay.”
Eric: “Man, I don’t know about that. Is that really what they do in fraternities? Do you think girls in sororities rub each other’s pussies when they don’t have a date?”
Steve: “I’d love to see it if they do. I wonder if girls would like to see a circle jerk as much as we’d like to see a circle rub, or whatever you’d call it with girls.”
Eric: “I don’t know. I think it would be weird enough to just masturbate in front of other guys, let alone masturbate another guy’s dick.”
Steve: “I don’t think it would be that weird to jerk off with another guy, I just don’t think I’d want to touch another guy’s dick. I’d rather jerk off right now than have this hard dick in my pants that is aching to get out.”
Eric: “Really? You want to jerk off now?”
Steve: “I’d give it a try if it didn’t freak you out. We’ve seen each other naked in the showers in gym, so it’s not that different except that we’d be hard and touching ourselves.”
Eric: “I don’t think I’d freak out necessarily. It just seems weird. Do you really want to do it?”
Steve: “I will if you will. I’ve been hard so long now between watching these videos and this talking about jerking off, that it probably wouldn’t take too long to cum anyway.”
Eric: “Okay, let’s try it. If it’s too weird, we just won’t do it again.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. My brother was about to get naked with another boy and they were going to jack off together. I wished I could see into the room, but there was just no way. I could hear the sounds of clothes rustling so I assumed they were actually getting naked.
Eric: “Well, at least our dicks are about the same size. I think it would be really embarrassing if one of us had a tiny dick.”
Steve: “Yeah, I agree. Do you have anything we can use for lube? At home I have a bottle filled with some oil I got from the kitchen and I use that for jerking off.”
Eric: “I have some baby oil. Let me get it. I felt really embarrassed buying baby oil at the store. It felt like the cashier knew I was buying it for jerking off.”
Steve: “Find a new video that we can watch. Find a girl with little tits so we can pretend we’re jerking off onto Becca’s tits.”
Eric: “Dude, I told you about talking like that. She’s my sister.”
Steve: “Sorry. Ever since you told me about seeing her naked, I’ve been thinking about that and wishing it was me. Face it, Bro. You have a hot sister and she’s going to get nothing but hotter as she gets older. I won’t be the only one of your friends drooling over her.”
Eric: “Okay, just don’t say it to me, okay?”
Steve: “Oh, yeah. Look at that girl with little tits. That is so sexy. I’m already close to shooting my load. Oh, here it comes. I’m cumming. Uh, uh, uh. Oh, that was a good one. Come on Eric. Your turn. Let me see you cum.”
Eric: “Oh, God. She does look a lot like Becca. You shouldn’t have put that in my head. Now I’m going to cum thinking of my sister. That’s so wrong. Here it is, Becca. Take my cum all over your tits. Open your mouth and taste my cum.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. Both of them just jerked off thinking about me. Even my own brother. I realized I was pinching my tits while they were jerking off. I wish I could have watched them.
Chapter 3
Eric and Steve jerked off together fairly regularly after that. They didn’t usually talk about me, but they did once in a while. It was clear that Steve had a thing for me. I had the feeling that Eric’s outrage at Steve might have been to cover his own interest in me. I had never thought about Eric in a sexual way. Heck, I hadn’t really thought about any guy in a sexual way. I mean, they were just boys. And if I did anything with any boy at school, I’m sure the whole school would know in a day or two. I just liked teasing them.
However, I started to take notice of how often Eric seemed to look at me to check me out. Should he have been checking out his sister? And then the day of kismet happened. I went into the bathroom without knocking or listening at the door because the door was ajar. But as I walked in, I heard the shower running. Eric was in the shower and had failed to close the door to my room. He was washing his hair so his eyes were closed and gave me a chance to check him out.
I could see his dick hanging between his legs. Initially, I didn’t catch him with an erection and stroking it. But then, while tilting his head back into the water to rinse his hair, he reached down and started rubbing his dick. He played with it a bit and it did grow some, but I don’t think it got all the way hard before he reached up to finish rinsing his hair. That left his dick sticking out from his body instead of hanging down. His was the first real dick I’d ever seen. I turned and left the bathroom before he opened his eyes and caught me there. Payback’s a bitch, right?
Then the day came that changed things. Steve was over again and they were naked as usual watching porn.
Steve: “Eric, do you want try something different today?”
Eric: “What did you have in mind?”
Steve: “My brother has been saying that we are missing out by not sucking each other’s dicks. He says it feels really good.”
Eric: “You’re serious? You want to such my dick and you want me to suck yours?”
Steve: “Well, I thought we could try it and see if we like it. If we don’t, we just won’t do it again. We thought jerking off together would be weird, but it hasn’t been. I’m willing to give it a try, if you are.”
Eric: “Geez, I don’t know Steve. I still think that sounds gay.”
Steve: “Would you rather have me suck your dick or a girl?”
Eric: “Duh, a girl, of course.”
Steve: “So would that change if I sucked your dick?”
Eric: “No, of course not.”
Steve: “So, you wouldn’t be gay even if I sucked your dick. Would you rather have me or your sister suck your dick?”
Eric: “What kind of question is that? If I say I want my sister to suck my dick you’ll say, ‘see, I told you that you had a thing for your sister’ and if I say you then it sounds like I’m gay.”
Steve: “The point is you’d probably rather admit you want me to suck your dick than your sister. So, if you want me to do it, let me try and we’ll see what it’s like. Like I said, my brother keeps telling me it feels really good. You can close your eyes and imagine its Becca sucking you off.”
Eric: “You’re sure about this? I don’t know if I can suck your dick.”
Steve: “I’ll take that chance. If you like how it feels and if I tell you I liked doing it, then maybe you’ll give it a try.”
Eric: “Well, okay. How do you want to do this?”
Steve: “I think you should just lean back against your bed and I’ll go for it. My brother kind of told me what to do.”
I still couldn’t see anything. I wanted to watch Steve blow my brother. They weren’t making too much noise either. My brother was making some noises and I think I could hear some kind of slurping sounds, but I wasn’t sure. It only took a couple of minutes and I heard Eric say he was cumming. I wondered if Steve actually swallowed Eric’s cum or what he did with it.
Eric: “Wow, that really did feel good, Steve. I wish it wasn’t you doing it, but I have to admit it feels way better than masturbating. It’s even way better than you jerking me off.”
Steve: “It was okay from my end. I’d rather lick a pussy, but it wasn’t bad. Although cum doesn’t taste all that good. It’s just kind of salty. Will you do me?”
Eric: “I don’t really want to, but I guess I kind of owe you now. I’ll give it a try, but it may be a one-time thing.”
Steve: “That’s okay with me. I don’t want you to be doing it if you don’t like it.”
Apparently, my brother starting blowing Steve because I could hear Steve urging him on. It didn’t sound like he lasted too long either because he started grunting and making noises and then stopped. I think he’d shot his cum in Eric’s mouth.
Eric: “Well, that wasn’t as bad as I thought. It was kind of interesting. A dick feels weird in your mouth because it’s hard and yet soft. I just had to be careful not to take it too deep because I could feel myself start to gag pretty easily. You’re right about the taste, though. It wasn’t awful, but it’s not the best stuff though. I wonder why some girls claim to love the taste of cum.”
Steve: “Yeah, I agree. It’s just okay tasting. Maybe girls develop a taste for it after they’ve done it several times. So, do you think we should do this more often?”
Eric: “I guess so. Nobody better ever find out we do this, though. Everyone will think we’re gay if anyone finds out we’ve done this.”
Steve: “Well, I’m certainly not going to tell anyone. This is just between you and me, Bro.”
Now, every time Steve came over, I tried to listen in to what they were doing. They sucked each other off most of the times he came over. I really wanted to watch but couldn’t think of a way to do it.
I finally decided to use their fears against them. The way to get to watch them suck each other would be to confront them that I knew what they were doing. Basically, I decided to blackmail them into letting me watch. I would have never told anyone they were sucking each other off, but I needed them to think I would tell my girlfriends about it.
One day when we were home alone, I went into Eric’s room to talk to him.
Me: “Hey, Eric, can I talk to you for a bit.”
Eric: “Sure, Sis. What’s up?”
Me: “Well, it’s kind of weird to talk about. You see, I’ve heard you and Steve several times when I was in the bathroom. I know that you guys have been sucking each other’s dicks.”
Eric: “Oh shit. Don’t tell anyone. Please Becca. We do it because it feels better than jacking off. Oh, shit. This is bad.”
Me: “Look, Eric, I don’t want to cause you any problems and I don’t really care if you guys do it. It’s just …”
Eric: “Just what, Becca?”
Me: “I’d like to watch you guys do it. I think it would be hot to watch you guys.”
Eric: “Really? You’ve got to be kidding me. Plus, Steve would totally freak out. Especially because he has a thing for you. He talks about you all the time.”
Me: “I know. I’ve heard him. And I’ve heard you defend my honor. Thanks for that. But I don’t mind guys drooling over me. I think it’s pretty funny, actually. As long as they keep the drool to themselves, I’m okay with it.”
Eric: “Well, you know, you are pretty hot. I think most of the guys at school think so. It doesn’t help that you always take off your bra when you get to school. Do you do that just so we can see your tits?”
Me: “Not originally. I just don’t like the feel of wearing a bra and I don’t see the need to wear a bra if you don’t have big tits to hold up. But I do now kind of get off on seeing guys straining themselves trying to look down my shirts or watching my nips jiggle.”
Eric: “You can’t blame us, Becca. We’re all horny teenagers and any chance to see a girl’s tits is not something we are going to miss. And your tits are really nice.”
Me: “Do you really like my tits? Did you like looking at them in the shower?”
Eric: “What do you mean in the shower?”
Me: “Come on Eric. I know you’ve peeked at me in the shower. It’s okay. I’m not mad. I was pretty sure you had done it and then I heard you tell Steve about it. So, answer the question. Do you really like my tits or is it just that you like to see any tits?”
Eric: “Of course I like your tits, Becca. And, yeah, I pretty much like all tits, but seeing yours was really special. You look so beautiful naked and your tits are just the perfect size for your body. I’ve gotta admit, after seeing you in the shower, I had to go to my room and jack off thinking of your beautiful body. You’re really hot, Becca. I just wish you weren’t my sister.”
Me: “What do you mean you wish I wasn’t your sister?”
Eric: “Because I would want to be with you but I can’t because you’re my sister. I have to even complain to Steve about his comments about you when I agree with him totally. It’s really hard, no pun intended, to have such a hot sister.”
Me: “Damn, Eric, that’s the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me. I’ll tell you what, if you let me watch you guys suck each other’s dicks, I’ll let you see my tits whenever you want. How’s that?”
Eric: “Oh, Becca, I don’t know how we could do that. And I don’t really want you to see me suck Steve’s dick. I don’t want that visual in your head when you think about your big brother.”
Me: “That’s just it, I haven’t seen how big you’ve gotten. How about if you help me to just watch Steve suck your dick then? I have an idea how we can do it.”
I outlined my plan to him and he agreed to give it a try. He wasn’t happy about it, but I think the chance to see my tits motivated him. The plan was for him to suck Steve’s dick first and then when Steve started sucking him, I’d burst into the room pretending I didn’t know Steve was there.
It happened a few days later. Steve was over and I was listening from the bathroom. I needed to wait until Eric was done sucking Steve’s dick. Eric was going to say something to let me know Steve was sucking him and then I’d burst in.
Steve: “Oh, yeah, Eric. That feels good. Suck my dick, Bro. I wish it was Becca in here sucking my dick. I’m imagining it’s her lips on my dick. I going to cum in her mouth Eric. Oh, yeah. Here it comes. Take my cum, Becca!”
Eric: “Damn, Steve. I’ve told you about that. I don’t want to hear about Becca’s mouth on your dick. Think of someone else when I do that or I won’t do it anymore.”
Steve: “Sorry, Eric, I know you say that, but I can tell when I talk about Becca you get more excited. You just won’t admit you’d like to bang her because she’s your sister. I get it, but if she were my sister, I’d be trying everything to get into her pants.”
Eric: “Dude, you’re sick. Just suck my dick so I can forget about what you’re saying.”
Steve: “I bet it doesn’t take you long to cum. Your dick is as hard as ever from thinking about your sister. Give me that thing and pretend my lips are hers.”
Eric: “That’s it, suck it. Take it deeper. It feels so good.”
That was my cue. This was going to work better than I imagined after all that talk about me. I burst into the room through the bathroom door.
Me: “Hey, Eric, I ..shit. Oh my God, I’m sorry.”
Eric: “Becca, what are you doing in here. Get out. You’re not supposed to come in from the bathroom. Get out.”
Me: “I’m sorry, but damn that’s hot. I’ve never seen guys suck a dick before. Don’t stop Steve.”
Steve: “Becca, oh shit. Please don’t tell anyone. We’re not gay, honest. Shit. Shit. Shit.”
Me: “Steve it’s okay. I won’t tell anyone. Just let me watch. Please? I know you guys aren’t gay. I get it. Girls get together too, you know. Please suck Eric’s dick. This is so cool.”
Steve: “Really? You want me to do it?”
Me: “Fuck yes, Steve. Do it. Suck him.”
Steve bent back over Eric and took Eric’s dick back into his mouth. It was hot. In seconds, Eric was totally hard. It was a lot bigger than that time I saw it in the shower. At that moment, I wished it was me sucking his dick. I didn’t know where that came from. I’d never thought of sucking a dick before, let alone my brother’s.
Me: Erik, your dick looks so hard. This is hot. Cum in Steve’s mouth, Eric. I want to see Steve swallow your cum. I’m watching your hard dick going in an out of Steve’s mouth. Cum, Eric. Cum for me.”
Eric: “Oh, shit. Here it comes. I’m going to cum for you Becca. This is for you. Uh, uh, uh. Swallow my cum, Becca.”
I don’t think he realized that he said my name. Was he imagining it was me sucking his dick? I watched him start pumping rope after rope of cum into Steve’s mouth. Steve was gulping it down. It seemed like it was a lot, but, then, I’d never seen a guy cum before so I wasn’t sure.
Steve sat up and wiped his face from the bit of Eric’s cum that oozed out of his mouth. Both boys were sitting in front of my totally naked while I was totally dressed. They didn’t seem to realize it until suddenly their nudity hit them and they tried to cover their dick with their hands.
Me: “Don’t cover up, guys. It’s kind of late for that. Thanks for letting me watch. That was really cool. Come on, guys, take your hands off your dicks. Let me see them.”
Steve: “It’s not fair that you get to see us naked and we don’t get to see you. You’ve gotten your show. I hope you’re satisfied.”
Me: “Steve, don’t be a poop. I know you like sucking Eric’s dick. That’s okay. There’s nothing wrong with that. And I loved watching you do it. You know, I was looking at your dick while you were sucking Eric so there’s no reason to cover up. I’ve already seen it. Show me your dick again.”
Steve: “I guess you’ve seen it all so here you go. But I still think it isn’t fair that you’re sitting there totally dressed when we’re naked.”
Me: “Would it make it better if I took off my shirt so you could see my tits? I don’t want to get naked, but I’ll show you my tits.”
I lifted my shirt up over my head and took it off and tossed it onto Eric’s bed. Of course, I wasn’t’ wearing a bra so my tits were out there for them to be seen.
Eric: “Oh, shit.”
Steve: “Damn, Becca. Your tits are so fine. They’re perfect.”
Me: “Thanks, Steve. I’m glad you like them. They’re not real big, but I think they’re pretty good myself. I love to play with them.”
Eric: “Oh, shit. You shouldn’t tell us stuff like that, Becs. We’re going to be jacking off to that thought now for a long time.”
Me: “Ooh. You guys will think of me when you jack off?”
Steve: “Are you kidding, Becca? I can’t count the number of times I’ve thought of you while jacking off. Now, I’ll be able to use this memory of your actual tits instead of my imagination of what they look like. The real thing is so much better.”
I could see that their dicks were already starting to get hard again because they were looking at my tits. I loved that. It was the first time that I know of that I actually made a guy hard by looking at my tits.
Me: “I can see you guys are getting hard again. If you guys jerk off for me, I’ll play with my tits for you.”
Steve: “Oh yeah, that’s a deal.”
Both boys grabbed their dicks and started stroking them to hardness while I fondled my tits. I licked my finger and circled a nipple with my wet finger. I pulled and pinched my nipples. I pulled my tit out as far as I could by the nipple and then let it spring back. I squeezed and jiggled my tits. The boys were jacking off faster and faster. It didn’t take them too long to start shooting their cum all over their stomachs. It was the first time I’d ever seen a guy cum. I loved it.
Me: “Look at all that cum. I’ve never seen a guy cum before. Thanks guys. This has been fun. I’ll leave you alone now and let you clean yourselves up. I hope we can do this again sometime.”
I grabbed my shirt off of the bed and walked back out of the room without putting it back on. I closed the door to the jamb and then stayed there to listen to what they’d say.
Steve: “That was really hot, but I sure hope she doesn’t tell anyone or we’re fucked.”
Eric: “Don’t worry. She wouldn’t do that to us. I know she wouldn’t do it to me so you’re safe too. I came so hard watching her play with her tits. They’re like the best tits I’ve ever seen. I wish she wasn’t my sister. I feel weird perving on her and wishing I could suck those nice nipples of hers.”
Steve: “I wouldn’t care if she was my sister. If she let me, I’d suck those tits and do anything else she’d let me do. I just wish she didn’t watch me suck your dick. That’s not really an image I want her to have of me. I mean, she knows we’re not gay, but she caught us doing something that is gay. Damn, this sucks.”
Eric: “I wouldn’t worry about it. She seemed to really like it. If she thought it was gay, she probably would have been grossed out or something. Instead, she begged us to continue. Seeing her perfect tits was worth it.”
Steve: “I have to agree. She’s just so hot. If she wants to watch, I’m okay with it.”
Eric: “I came really hard in your mouth with her watching. I was imagining it was her mouth on my dick. I’ve been trying to not think of her that way, but after today it’s going to be really hard not to.”
I realized I had my hand in my pants listening to the guys. My brother, in particular, was now admitting he thought I was hot and wished he could suck on my tits. I couldn’t believe how this day changed me. I wanted my brother to suck my tits.
Chapter 5
After dinner, I was watching TV with my brother. My parents were still in the kitchen taking care of the dishes. I turned to Eric and tried to be as quiet as possible.
Me: “That was really fun today, Eric. I really loved seeing you guys naked and watching Steve suck your dick. It was really cool watching you guys jack off. I went back into my room afterwards and rubbed my pussy raw reliving it.”
Eric: “Really? Wow, now that’s another hot image for my spank bank.”
Me: “Remember, I promised you that you could see my tits whenever you want if you let me watch, so I owe you.”
With that, I looked towards the kitchen and I could hear them still working in there. I turned towards Eric and lifted my shirt to my chin and showed him my tits.
Me: “There’s your first payment. You like?”
Eric: “Hell, yes I like. You’re really beautiful and your tits are just perfect. I love seeing them.”
Me: “I think you want to do more than just see them, don’t you?”
Eric: “Yeah, I’d like to feel them, kiss them, lick them, and suck your nipples. I’ve never done that before and I can’t imagine doing it on a more perfect set of tits.”
Me: “After mom and dad go to bed tonight, come into my room and I’ll let you play with them.”
Eric: “No shit? Oh, Becca, I’d love to do that.”
Me: “Come into my room naked. No clothes allowed. Okay?”
Eric: “Really? That sounds good to me. I’ll be there.”
We spent the rest of the evening like normal just watching TV and talking about nothing in particular. Eric and I have always gotten along pretty well. Sure, we’ve had arguments now and then like any siblings, but we spend a lot of time together. Being only a year apart, we go to school together and we have some friends in common. I like being with Eric and I thought I’d really like to feel his mouth on my tits. I’d never had anyone do that before. I couldn’t wait until my parents went to bed.
I got ready for bed, but instead of putting on some pajamas like normal, I got into bed naked. I was going to give Eric a real thrill. I laid in my bed waiting for my parents to go to bed and for Eric to come in. It seemed like forever until the bathroom door finally opened and I could see Eric in the doorway backlit from his bedroom lamp. He was naked.
Me: “Come on in, Eric. Get in bed with me.”
Eric: “No shit, Becca? Damn.”
He pulled back the covers and could see part of my naked body. He slipped into the bed and I pulled him to me and pressed my naked body against him. I couldn’t believe how good it felt to feel a totally naked hug. It didn’t matter it was my brother. No, that’s not true. I think it mattered very much it was my brother. I felt good in his arms.
Eric: “Oh, Becca. I can’t believe I’m feeling your naked body against mine. It feels so good. I don’t think it’s supposed to, but I love being in your bed with you. This makes this day just the very best day of my life. Can I touch you?”
Me: “Yes, Eric. You can touch me. You can touch me wherever you want. I want to feel your hands and your lips on my body. I can’t believe how good this feels either.”
Eric: “Oh my god, Becca. I can’t believe this. You wouldn’t believe how many times I have dreamt of being able to touch you, but I never thought I’d get to. Your tits are so soft and smooth. I need to get my mouth on these beautiful tits.”
Me: “Yes, Eric, Kiss them. Suck on my nipples. I love it as much as you do. You can rub my pussy too, if you want. Obviously, we can’t have sex, but I’m up for almost anything else. This just feels so good having your hands and mouth on me.”
I felt his hard dick against my leg and I reached down for it. For the first time in my life, I had a guy’s dick in my hand. It was so hard and yet soft. It fit perfectly in my hand. It wasn’t a big dick, but it was perfect for me. It wasn’t going in my pussy so I didn’t need it to be big. I squeezed it and felt it pulse in response. Eric groaned into my breast. He had one hand on one tit and his mouth sucking on my other nipple. It was heavenly.
I no sooner thought that when I felt his hand leave my breast and start dropping down my stomach. And then he was at the top of my pubic hair. He rubbed his fingers through my hair and it felt so good. Then his hand dipped down and for the first time in my life someone other than me touched my pussy lips. I was soaking wet. He ran his finger up and down my slit gathering my juices on his finger. He pressed in further and he found my vagina. He circled the opening with his finger while still sucking my nipple. It felt like the two were connected. I’d never felt anything like it before.
I needed him on my clit. I reached down and grabbed his hand and moved it up. I pressed two of his fingers right on my clit hood and I rubbed them against my clit. He got the idea and started doing it on his own. I was still holding his dick and I could feel him leaking all over my thigh. I was rubbing his dick back and forth through his slime on my thigh. He finally lifted off my tit to speak.
Eric: “Oh Becca, you’re going to make me cum doing that. I’m going to make a mess.”
Me: “No you’re not. I’ll take care of it.”
I pulled the covers back off of us and saw him next to me naked with his dick in my hand oozing his precum. I hated to make the next move because I liked his hand on my pussy, but I moved down and took his dick right into my mouth. I didn’t even stop to kiss it or lick it. My first time with a dick and I just plopped it right into my mouth. Within seconds, I felt his dick start to pulse and cum shot into my mouth. I didn’t expect it to have so much force and I pulled my head off to swallow what I had and another shot hit me full on the face. I put his dick back in my mouth and took the rest of his cum and swallowed it. I loved it. I loved having his dick in my mouth and I loved having his cum on my face.
Eric: “Becca, I can’t believe you did that. That was so much better than Steve doing it. It was so good I couldn’t hold it back.”
Me: “I loved it, Eric. I have your cum in my stomach and some on my face and I love it. I don’t even want to wipe it off. I love the feel of your cum on my face. I want to do this a lot. I want your cum in my mouth, on my face, on my tits, anywhere you want. But, Eric, you have to promise me you’ll never tell Steve or anyone else. It has to be our secret. And if you can keep the secret, we can do stuff together a lot and learn about sex together.”
Eric: “Don’t worry, Becca. I’d never tell anyone, especially Steve. If he ever found out he would hound me for details and wanting to get involved. He’s my friend, but I don’t want him touching you. You have my word.”
Me: “That’s good. It would be as bad for me as people at school hearing about you guys sucking each other off. I want to be able to try as many things as possible we just can’t fuck. I can’t get pregnant. That would be really bad. But I’m all for us using our hands and mouths on each other to make each other feel good. Speaking of that, I need your fingers back on my clit. I want you to give me my first orgasm by someone other than me. You can rub my clit and play with my tits or you can even lick my pussy. I definitely want you to do that at some point. I’d love to feel a tongue on my clit.”
Eric: “Becca, I’ll do anything you want and we’ll be careful. I don’t know how much we can do like this at night with mom and dad just across the hall, but we have a lot of time together during the day. I can’t wait to see your whole beautiful body in the light.”
With that, I felt his hands go back to my pussy and he quickly found my hard nub. His mouth went back to my tit. He clearly loves my tits. The more we do, the more I wanted to do. This afternoon, I just wanted to watch them, but doing that seemed to switch on something that was lingering within me. And now I want to try everything. I’m safe with Eric. No one will know and he’ll never try to do something I tell him not to do; I can trust him. It’s not like we’re going to fall in love or something; we’re just going to have some fun. Heck, I’ve sucked his dick, well for about three seconds, and he’s working on my pussy and we’ve never kissed.
It was feeling real good. I could tell my orgasm was coming. I realized that the covers were still tossed off and Eric was looking at my naked body. That added to my feeling and my orgasm washed over me. I grabbed Eric’s hand and pressed it against my clit to keep him from continuing to rub when my clit was super sensitive. Eric kept his mouth on my tit the whole time and was licking, flicking and sucking my nipple. It felt like electric shocks running from my nipple to my clit and back. It was the longest and best orgasm I’d ever had. Not that I had that many in my young life. But it was monumental at that moment.
Me: “Thank you, Eric. That was the best orgasm I’ve ever had. We’re going to have so much fun together as long as we can keep it a secret. I love you, big brother.”
Eric: “I love you too, Sis. This has been the absolutely best day of my life. Being able to touch your beautiful body is way better than I ever dreamed it would be.”
Me: “As much as I wish you could stay in my bed and sleep with me, I’m afraid you better get back to your room. If mom and dad ever leave us alone for a night or a weekend, I’m going to want to spend the night with you. I like feeling your warm, naked body next to me. And I really like feeling your arms around me. This has been a great day for me, too.”
Eric, reluctantly, got up out of my bed and made his way to the bathroom door. At the door, he turned to look at me. The covers were still up and he could at least see one of my tits. I just let him look at me. He finally turned and went back into his room. It had been one hell of a day.
Chapter 6
The next day, it wasn’t a shock that Eric didn’t invite Steve over. We didn’t really know what to do or how to start. It was different starting out dressed and in broad daylight. I decided to start us out with a talk.
Me: “Eric, now that things have definitely changed between us, I think we should change the bathroom rules. There’s now no reason to be concerned about each other’s nudity. I say we leave the bathroom doors wide open unless we are in there to take a crap. I don’t think you’d want to smell my shit and I don’t want to smell yours. So, when we do that, we close the door to the jamb as we do now. If the other person needs to come in and can take the smell, then go for it. I don’t mind you seeing me take a piss or a shower. In fact, I’ll probably be naked in the bathroom most of the time so you can see me all you want. And I think it would be fun to share the shower, if you want. I hope you’ll be naked too. From now on, when we’re alone, if I’m naked you have my permission to touch me wherever you want. You don’t have to ask if you can; just do it. As far as I’m concerned, I’d like to be able to just get naked as soon as we get home from school. I’d just be worried that you’d be bringing Steve or someone home. So, I think that once we’re both home, if we don’t have anyone else here, I’ll be getting naked and I hope you will too. I’ll be glad to suck your dick whenever you want and you can play with my tits or my pussy whenever you want. I just want us to have fun together.”
Eric: “Damn, Becca, that sound like fun. I’m in. I like the new bathroom rules. Basically, we just try for some privacy when taking a shit and otherwise we’re open to each other. I like it. I can’t wait to watch you pee. It shouldn’t be a big deal, but I’ve never seen a girl do that. And I really can’t wait to take a shower together. I’d love to lather up your whole body and rub our soapy bodies together. This is going to be fun. But I’ve got to ask, are you sure it’s okay for us to be doing these things together. I mean we are brother and sister. Society seems to think there is something wrong with it. After last night though, I can’t imagine why. I just want to make sure you don’t end up with regrets.”
Me: “Thanks for worrying about that. That just shows me how much you care about me. I don’t care what society thinks. What we do in the privacy of our home is no one else’s business. We’re just enjoying each other’s body and showing each other how much we care about each other. I mean, I don’t think we’re going to fall in love and wish we could get married or something. We’re just going to enjoy and embrace our sexuality. I promise, I won’t have any regrets. But, if any time either one of us thinks it needs to end, it must. I hope that never happens. Even if we’re both married and have kids, I hope we’ll find time to get together to enjoy each other. I’ll never have regrets.”
Eric: “Then let’s get naked. I’ve been dying to get my lips on the rest of your body. I want to kiss and lick every square inch of your beautiful body. I definitely need to taste your wet, warm pussy. I’ve never tasted that before and can’t wait.”
That was the key for us both to get naked. In no time, we stood in front of each other completely naked in the daylight. First, we hugged. That’s my favorite thing to do. Feeling another naked body against your own is just wonderful. It only took seconds for Eric’s dick to get hard. I love that he gets that turned on just seeing my body or giving me a hug.
We were in his room and he pulled the covers down on his bed. We got on the bed and Eric started exploring my body with his hands and lips. Of course, he spent a lot of time on my tits. He can’t seem to get enough of them. I think I have pretty good tits, but it’s not like they are spectacular or something. Eric can’t get enough of them. If that’s all I’d ever let him do, he would have been happier than a pig in shit.
It seemed like forever until I finally felt his lips leave my tits and start trailing down my body. He kissed and licked my stomach and then swirled his tongue around and around my belly button. Meanwhile, his hands were running up and down my legs which I immediately parted for him. In order to be able to really attack my pussy, Eric had to change his position. He got between my legs and he just stared at my pussy for a minute or two. I’m sure it was the first one he’d ever seen. He finally got down between my legs and used his fingers to run up and down my labia. He pulled my labia apart so he could see my vagina. I helped his visual out by reaching down and pulling up on my clit hood to show him my pearl. I felt his hot breath on my pussy and it felt so good. And then, finally, I felt his tongue on my pussy.
He licked all the way from my butthole to my clit in one long, slow lick. I had never felt anything so good in my life. I begged him not to stop and to give me more. I didn’t need to beg; he was just getting started. Eric buried his whole face into my pussy and moved it back and forth to get my juices all over his face. I couldn’t wait to lick it off. He tried to get his tongue into my vagina but it didn’t go in very far. He didn’t care. Eric tried to fuck me with his tongue and it felt great. He licked upwards and found I was still holding my clit hood up so that he could get to my clit. He gave it a lick and I almost came right then. He licked and sucked on my clit like he knew what he was doing. I guess he’d watched a lot of porn because he was doing a great job. It didn’t take too long before I felt my orgasm about to hit. I grabbed his head and pressed it hard against my pussy and exploded into orgasm. Eric didn’t know to stop licking my clit so he was still working it. It was super sensitive and I just kept shaking in orgasm. I couldn’t stop with his continued licking and it hurt so good. I finally found my voice and pleaded with him to stop licking and he did. Or maybe it was because I was still pressing his head to my pussy and he couldn’t breathe.
I released his head and he pulled off my pussy. I grabbed my pussy and covered it to make sure he didn’t attack it again. I was breathing like I was a race horse who just won the Kentucky Derby.
Me: “Eric, that was incredible. I have never come that hard in my life. You can do that for me anytime.”
Eric: “Good because I intend to. You taste so good. I love how you smell, how you taste, how warm and wet your pussy is, you’re just so perfect in every way. Are you sure we can’t fall in love and get married?”
Me: “Eric, I can’t say that doesn’t sound good, but you know it can never happen. Just so you know that when I say I love you, it doesn’t mean I’m in love with you. If we go down that path, one or both of us is going to get really hurt. I’m being serious here.”
Eric: “I know; I was kidding. You’re right. But I’m sure I will be insanely jealous of any guy you actually fall in love with. I can’t imagine me finding a girl I want as much as I want you, but you never know.”
Me: “What if I fell in love with Steve?”
Eric: “Geez Becs, don’t even joke about that. It would kill me if you married that hornRocky.”
Me: “Just kidding you back. There’s no way Steve will ever get in my pants. Don’t worry. For now, you’re the only one who will be getting into my pants, although I don’t intend to wear pants around you that much.”
We had a lot of fun together after that. We were usually naked together in the bathroom getting ready for school. I’d be brushing my teeth while Eric pressed his hard dick into my butt and reached around and played with my tits. We took showers together that were real fun. We loved rubbing our soapy bodies against each other. I gave him soapy hand jobs in the shower and would let him cum all over my face and my tits. Many times, at night, we’d spend some time in one of our beds with our parents just across the hall. The one thing we couldn’t do was fuck. I wanted to feel his dick in my pussy but we just couldn’t do it. I needed to get on birth control. I had a plan.
The next time I got my period, I went to my mother in the morning before school doubled over as if in pain. I told my mom I had really bad cramps and begged to be able to stay home. She didn’t hesitate to call the school and let them know I wouldn’t be there. I went back upstairs and told Eric I wasn’t going to school. When he asked why I gave him a wink and said I had bad cramps from my period. He thought I really did and didn’t understand what I was doing. It wasn’t until he came home from school that I told him my plan to get on birth control. I told him that lots of girls get on birth control at our age in order to ease their periods. If I can convince our mom that I’m having really bad periods and needing to miss school because of it, she should get me on the pill.
It took me a couple of months of complaining about the cramps for my mom to take action and make an appointment for me with the doctor. I came away from there with a pre***********ion for the pill. Now, we’d only have to wait through one whole cycle to make sure they were working so that Eric and I could fuck.
Finally, the day came when I knew I was safely on the pill. I was naked in the bathroom that morning getting ready for school when Eric came in and put his hands around me as usual.
Me: “Today will be a special day, Eric.”
Eric: “Really? Why’s that?”
Me: “Today, after school, I want you to take my virginity. I want us to finally go all the way and have sex.”
Eric: “No shit? We can do that today? Damn, you should have waited to tell me after school. Now, I’ll be hard all day and someone’s bound to see it.”
Me: “That’s exactly why I told you. I want you hard all day. I want you thinking about sinking your dick into my pussy. I want you to think about pumping my pussy full of cum for the first time of many.”
Eric: “How about a quickie right now and then we can take our time later? You could go to school with my cum running down your legs.”
Me: “As good as that sounds, not today. Our first time needs to be special. I want you to make love to me the first time; not fuck me. We’ll fuck many times from now on but this first time and any other time you want, I want you to make love to me. Do you know the difference?”
Eric: “Just tell me what you want me to do or not to do. I’ll do everything I can to make it special for you, but we’ve never done this before so it’s not like we really know what to do. Help me make it good for you and I’ll do my best.”
Me: “That sounds like a good plan. I just need you to go slowly and take your time especially until you bust my hymen. I’ve heard it hurts some the first time just going in so you’ll need to take it as slow as you can. I’m not going to expect you to make me cum this first time because you’re going to be as excited as me and you’ll probably cum pretty fast. Don’t worry about that. We’ll get better together the more we do it. Just go as slowly as you can and help me get through this first time. I’ve been wanting to do this with you from that first time you came to my bed. I’m really looking forward to feeling you inside me. Think about me all day. Think about my hot, wet pussy waiting for your cock to fill it with cum. I want you hard all day.”
Eric: “You can be mean when you want to. It won’t be the first time I’ve been hard all day thinking of you, but this one will even worse. I may not be able to walk all day!”
We finished getting ready and then we walked to school together as we always do. I wished I could hold his hand walking down the street, but that would be trouble. Brothers and sisters don’t walk around holding hands, do they? Eric may have been hard all that day, but that’s nothing compared to how wet I was all day. I was sure other kids would be able to smell my arousal. I thought I could smell it all day. I had to go to the bathroom several times during the day to wipe myself but my panties were soaked all day long. I knew I’d need to take a shower as soon as we got home so I smelled good for Eric. That was the longest day in my life, to that point. I couldn’t wait to get home.
We walked home together. I so wanted to take his hand as we walked home. I was about to give this guy my virginity and I couldn’t even hold his hand. We walked in to the house and immediately went into a hug. For the first time, I looked at him and kissed him. And it wasn’t a sisterly kiss. Our tongues were in each other’s mouth immediately.
Me: “Your bedroom or mine?”
Eric: “Right here in the entry is okay with me. Let’s do it in your room. I want you to be as comfortable as possible.”
Me: “Thanks. That’s sweet. I need you.”
We literally ran up the stairs and into my room. We started getting undressed as soon as we got in the door. In a flash we were naked. So much for freshening up in the shower first. I grabbed him for another hug to slow us down. I wanted us to take our time, but we both were in such need, it was difficult to slow down and take a breath. I kissed him again. No, we didn’t kiss. We made out. I was making out with my own brother while naked.
I stopped making out with him long enough to pull back the bed covers. I got on the bed and tried to look as sexy as possible, not that I had any clue what looks sexy laying on a bed. I just wanted to feel sexy.
Me: “Come here, Eric. Make love to me. Please. I need to feel you inside me. I’ve wanted this for so long.”
Eric: “I’ve wanted this for a long time too. You are just so beautiful. I am the luckiest guy in the world right now. I love you, Sis.”
Me: “Then come show me. I’m going to suck you first so that you’ll last longer in my pussy. I want your cum in my mouth and in my pussy today.”
Eric got on the bed and laid next to me. We started making out again and his hands went to my tits immediately. I don’t think he can be near me when I’m naked without fondling my tits. That’s fine by me. I love his hands and his mouth on my tits. I reached down and found his dick which, of course, was already hard as a rock. I rubbed his dick and then went down further and rubbed his balls. I lightly tugged on his ball sack until he groaned in pleasure.
I moved around and got on top of him in a 69 so he could taste the pussy juice flowing out of my pussy while I took his dick into my mouth. His dick is just average in size, but average is plenty good enough to pleasure a woman. It fits perfectly in my mouth. I love sucking his dick. I knew it wouldn’t take too long before he’d shoot his cum in my mouth after being worked up all day and I wasn’t wrong. In just a few minutes he was firing his ropes of cum into my mouth and I greedily swallowed all of it. It took a few times giving him blow jobs before I really came to like the taste of cum. It’s one of those things you have to develop a taste for.
Now, I had to get him hard again so I gave him only a few seconds of rest and then went to work on his dick with my mouth and tongue again. Young guys cum to soon, but at least they get hard again quickly and several times a night. I got him hard and I was more than ready for him to take my virginity. Since I was already on top of him, I decided that I’d ride him for our first time. This way I could control how fast we went.
I switched around and laid on top of him to kiss him again and lick my pussy juice off his face. That never fails to turn him on too. I think he’s hoping that at some point he’ll get to see me with another girl. I’m not really opposed to that. I’m just not sure how we could do that if the girl knows Eric’s my brother. I started moving my body up and down on his so that his dick was rubbing against my very wet pussy. I sat upright onto his thighs and grabbed his dick and rubbed it up and down.
Me: “I’m going to start out on top so that I can control how fast we go. Just try and stay hard for me and I’ll do all the work.”
Eric: “I’m all yours. Do it.”
I rose up and rubbed the head of his dick up and down my slit. When he was covered in my cream, I guided the head to the opening of my vagina and pressed down. I felt him at the opening, but my pussy wasn’t opening up. I lifted up a little and pressed back down and I felt the head just poke in. I kept pressing and finally my vagina opened up and the head popped in. It hurt just briefly and I just stopped where I was to get used to it. After just a few seconds, I pressed down some more and a bit of his dick slipped in and then it hurt. I think we found my hymen. I lifted up to let some dick out and then pushed back down to my hymen and it hurt again. I did that a couple more times and it wasn’t getting any better and I was losing patience and worrying that Eric would cum soon if I didn’t get it going.
I rose up again and, this time, I plunged down hard and felt his dick push through my hymen and it hurt like a son of a bitch. I think I screamed. I held still for a minute or more and the pain started to lessen so I lifted back up and pushed back through it again and tried to go down a little farther. I was glad Eric’s dick wasn’t real big or I don’t think I would have gotten it all in. On the next push, I found my ass on his thighs. I had taken it all. There was a feeling of fullness I’d never felt before. I could feel Eric’s dick flexing in my pussy. I started moving up and down slowly and it felt heavenly. I think Eric was doing math tables or something to keep himself from cumming.
Me: “Oh, Eric. It feels so good. You’re all the way in. We’ve done it. Don’t hold back baby. Go ahead and cum when you’re ready. I want to feel you shoot your cum in my pussy. Cum for me, Eric. Don’t hold back. Cum in me.”
Eric: “Becca I’ve never felt anything as good as this. Your pussy is so wet and warm and soft. I can’t hold it much longer. I’m going to give you my cum. I’m so close. Here it comes. Oh, Becca, I’m cumming. I’m cumming in your pussy!”
I could feel his dick swell a bit and then felt pulses as he shot his cum in me. My first load of cum in my pussy. I felt a warmth spreading inside me. I loved it. I leaned forward to kiss him again trying to keep his dick in me as long as possible, but it didn’t take too long for his dick to shrink and slip out. I started to roll off of him, but he grabbed me and held me in place on top of him. We kissed and he grabbed my butt and squeezed my cheeks. It was perfect.
I got off of him and his dick was coated in cum, pussy juice and some blood. Luckily, the blood didn’t drip down to get my sheets. I didn’t even think about putting a towel down first. My mom would have wondered why I was washing my sheets in the middle of the week. We got up and took a long shower together. We soaped each other up. We made out. I turned around and leaned against the wall and wiggled my butt.
Me: “Eric, put it in again. Take me from behind. I want to try every position with you.”
Eric: “That sounds great to me. Just tell me if you get too sore. I want to do it as much as you, but I don’t want you to end up in pain for a few days.”
Me: “I’ll be okay. Take it nice and slow and fill me with your cum whenever you’re ready. Don’t worry about my orgasm. I don’t need one today. What we’ve done is so great. Feeling you inside me and feeling you pump your cum in me is so cool. Do it again. Fill me up. I want to drain your balls today.”
He pressed his dick to my pussy and slipped right in. My pussy felt like it was made for his dick. He pumped me gently and we just enjoyed the feeling of his dick going in and out of me. He’d already cum twice so this time he was able to last quite a bit longer. I was starting to get sore, but I didn’t want him to stop. Luckily, he started filling me with his cum just before the water started turning cold. We got out and toweled off. I told him that I wasn’t going to wipe his cum out of me. I wanted it to drain out on its own. I wanted to feel it run down my legs. We went back to my room and laid down and just kissed and touched each other and told each other how great it was and that we loved each other. It was the best afternoon of my life, even to this day.
Chapter 8
To keep up appearances, Eric still had Steve come over sometimes after school to suck dick. Several times I was able to watch them suck each other off as long as I took my shirt off. Showing Steve my tits was the admission charge, but I didn’t mind. Eric wasn’t too keen about blowing Steve with me watching but I assured him I wanted to see him do it and it wouldn’t change my feelings towards him.
Usually, if we had time after Steve left and before our parents got home, I’d get naked with Eric and he’d lick my pussy to a nice orgasm. I don’t think Steve ever suspected that Eric and I were having any sexual contact.
There had been several times over the weeks that Eric had watched me pee. For some reason, it fascinated him. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised because I actually liked watching him pee as well. One time while we were in the shower, I told him I needed to get out because I needed to pee. If I’d been in by myself, I would have just let it go in the shower, but I felt I needed to do it in the toilet with Eric in the shower with me. But Eric didn’t want me to get out. Instead, he knelt on the shower floor right in front of my pussy and asked me to go ahead and pee so he could watch it up close. I found it hard to start peeing with his face just a couple of inches from my pussy.
Finally, my pee started to come out and then I got a good stream going. I looked down and Eric almost had his nose on my clit while I was peeing. And then I felt his tongue on my pussy. He was licking my pussy while I was peeing. I couldn’t believe it. When I finished peeing, he got up and rinsed off his face.
Eric: “That was really cool. That was close to being a real golden shower.”
Me: “I can’t believe you did that. You were almost drinking my pee. What’s a golden shower?”
Eric: “A golden shower is when your partner pees directly on you. On your face or on your body or even in your mouth. Some people actually drink their partner’s pee. I’ve seen videos of people doing it. I can’t believe you’ve never even heard of it.”
Me: “They actually drink pee? Isn’t that kind of gross? I don’t think I’d mind you peeing on my body, but I’m not so sure I would want it in my face or my mouth.”
Eric: “Do you want to try it? I can pee on you, if you want. But don’t do it if you don’t want to. If you think it’s gross, don’t do it. I don’t need you to do it just because I did it.”
Me: “No, I think I’d like to try it. I’ve told you I want to explore everything with you. I mean, we’re here in the shower so it’ll rinse right off so it’s no big deal. Go ahead and pee on me, if you can.”
With that, I got down on my knees in front of Eric and he lifted his dick towards me. He seemed to have an even harder time peeing, but then I was the one that really needed to go at the time. He was just trying to pee on me while not particularly needing to pee. Eventually, a small stream came out. It was funny watching the mouth of his dick open up to let out the piss. It looked like a little fish mouth. But, then, his stream got going pretty good and he was waving his dick back and forth to wash my tits with his piss. It felt warm and wasn’t really gross in any way. I had a sudden urge to put my face in his stream, but I thought that was weird so I didn’t do it. I always seem to want to try anything and everything with Eric. I thought we’d probably end up doing anal pretty soon at that rate. To help make it good for Eric, I brought my hands up and rubbed my tits with his piss while he kept pissing on them. It was actually quite fun.
When he was done, I rinsed off and turned and hugged and kissed him.
Me: “I thought that would be gross, but it was actually pretty fun. I’ve got to tell you, I almost put my whole face in front of your dick because I had a sudden urge for you to cover my face in your piss. Is that weird? I kind of thought it was, so I didn’t do it.”
Eric: “That would have been cool, if you’d done it. I was very close to putting my whole mouth over your pussy to let you pee in my mouth, but I thought you’d be grossed out. I don’t know why I felt that way either. I just want every part of you I can get. I’d like to try drinking your pee next time, if it won’t gross you out.”
Me: “No, it won’t gross me out. I think it was fun. I’m not so sure I’d swallow your pee, but I might take some in my mouth and spit it out to see what it’s like. Let’s do it next time.”
Eric: “Becca, you are just the perfect woman. I would never even dare try such a thing with anyone else. And then for you to embrace it is just incredible. How am I not going to fall in love with you? I’m not so sure I’m not in love with you now. I don’t really know how that feels, but I know I want to spend every minute of every day with you. I don’t know if being in love feels any different than that.”
Me: “Oh, Eric, please don’t say that. I’m trying not to fall in love with you too. We just can’t. We’ll both end up unhappy because we can’t be together.”
Eric: “I know. If you weren’t so fucking perfect and beautiful and sexy and smart and everything, I could just enjoy you for the sex. It’s really all your fault, little Miss Perfect.”
I knew he was kidding while expressing his true feelings. This wasn’t going to end well but I’m wasn’t about to stop this relationship. I couldn’t wait for the next time we’d try to go further with our golden showers.
Chapter 9
We planned our next shower time. Well, we planned to be full of pee for our next shower time. We each downed a couple of bottles of water as soon as we got home from school. Then we went up to my room and got naked and had sex. We were getting better and better at it as we learned what we each liked. Eric was over the initial incredible feeling of a first fuck such that he was lasting longer and longer. He’d learned to work me up real good with his hands and tongue before entering me with his dick so that I quite often was able to work to a climax. Only once did we orgasm together. That was really cool. But if he got me far enough along before putting his dick in me, I could usually cum before he did and then he’d usually cum soon after I did. It was very satisfying sex.
We got into the shower with full bladders and soaped each other up trying to hold off as long as possible to get a full pee. Eric wanted to go first and got down on his knees in front of me. This time I did it smarter by sitting on the little seat in the corner of the shower and just spread my legs. This gave Eric complete access to my pussy. His face was only a couple of inches away when I started to pee. He let it splash all over his face, moving it back and forth in my pee stream. Then he opened his mouth and took my pee into his mouth. I couldn’t believe it when I saw him swallowing my pee. He was gulping it down because I was peeing a lot. As my stream started to weaken, he put his whole mouth over my pussy so that every drop would go in his mouth.
When I was done, he got up off the floor and bent over and kissed me full on the mouth without rinsing his face first. I tasted my own pee on his face. It wasn’t near as bad as I thought it would be and I found it to be kind of hot to do that. To let him know I was okay with it, I even licked my piss off of his face.
We switched places and Eric sat on the seat and I got between his legs. I told him to feel free to aim his dick anywhere he wanted to pee on me including my face and my hair. Unfortunately, his dick was rock hard making it difficult for him to pee. I wanted to suck on it, but that wouldn’t help him pee so we just waited for his dick to start to go down. Once it started to soften, he picked it up and aimed it at my chest. Of course, the tits had to be hosed down first. He had a good stream going as he covered me in his piss. He finally aimed it higher and got my face and my hair. I opened my mouth and let some in but didn’t swallow it. I just let it run back out. It wasn’t that bad. When I saw his stream was starting to slow down, I bent down and took his still peeing dick into my mouth and let him pee directly into my mouth. Most of it I let run back out of my mouth, but I did end up swallowing some of it. It doesn’t taste great by any means, but it wasn’t disgusting. I couldn’t believe I was swallowing my brother’s pee. I realized that I’d do anything he wanted me to do. If he wanted to fuck me in the middle of our front yard, I would have done it.
I decided to be a bit naughty though and left some of his pee in my mouth. And when he was done, I got up and kissed him and snowballed his piss. He didn’t push me away or anything but went ahead and swallowed his own piss. We’re two peas in a pod. We’d do anything for each other.
So, that’s how it all started. As I write this, I am sitting in the one-bedroom apartment I share with my brother at university. My parents pay the rent so they, obviously, know our living arrangement. Eric and I live as husband and wife at college. Yes, we realized that we had fallen in love with each other, even though we knew we shouldn’t let it happen. Our parents found out about us when I was eighteen and a senior in high school. We screwed up. Just once, but we screwed up.
On a school night, Eric came into my room and we made love a couple of times and we stroked each other and we talked quietly until we both fell fast asleep. Apparently, I forgot to set my alarm for the next day and Eric never got up and went back into his own room. In the morning, his alarm was ringing and ringing but we were dead to the world.
My mom heard the alarm and couldn’t figure out why Eric wasn’t shutting it off so she went into his room to investigate. She found the alarm ringing and Eric’s bed empty and obviously unused. My mom decided to check why I wasn’t up and about and came through the bathroom and into my room to find Eric and I spooning naked in bed. Needless to say, the shit hit the fan.
We had no choice but to come clean and admit that we’d been having sex together for several years and that we were in love with each other. My parents didn’t have anything they could do about it. They wouldn’t throw their daughter out of the house and Eric was not yet an adult legally so they couldn’t toss him out. They also knew that coming down on one of us would cause them to lose both of us. In the end, they accepted the situation but didn’t like it one bit.
So, here we are at college living like a married couple. We realized that even though we couldn’t get legally married, there is nothing stopping us from living as though we are. Everyone at school thinks we’re married because we have the same last name and we’re constantly kissing and touching each other. Yes, we now hold hands in public and a lot more. PDA is a good thing. When we thought about marriage, we realized that though you need a license to get married, what good is that license? You never need to renew a marriage license. You never need to show a marriage license to anyone to prove you’re married. So, what’s the point? Neither one of us is particularly religious so we don’t need a priest, minister, rabbi or Justice of the Peace to officiate a ceremony. In fact, we consider a marriage license as being unconstitutional as it violates the separation of church and state. None of the above-mentioned religious officials will perform a marriage ceremony without a marriage license. A marriage ceremony is a religious occasion and the fact the state imposes a government mandate of licensing infringes on religious liberty.
We found that whether two people are married or not they can purchase property, buy a car, rent an apartment, have kids, etc. So, who cares if we are married? We love each other and intend to spend our lives together including having children. No one will really know we’re siblings unless we move back to our parents’ city. We intend to just stay in this city after we graduate or move somewhere else depending upon the job situation.
While in high school, we both dated some as a cover for our relationship. But neither one of us developed any relationships outside of ours. Neither one of us has ever had sex with anyone else and we just don’t have the desire to do so. We give ourselves to each other completely. There isn’t anything we wouldn’t do for each other. In fact, I got Eric to start doing something most guys won’t do. He does it for me because it turns me on.
Eric willing eats my creampie after he fills me with his cum. Maybe it isn’t so bad for him since he used to give his friend Steve blow jobs back in the day. If he’s willing to swallow another guy’s cum, he should be able to handle his own. He says that though cum doesn’t taste all that good, when it’s combined with my delicious pussy juice it’s like the nectar of the gods. I love when he licks me clean after sex and keeps going until I orgasm all over his face. Those are some of my best orgasms.
And something I do for him is to let him fuck my ass whenever he wants. It feels pretty good, but I prefer his dick in my mouth or my pussy. But I’ll do it for him because I love him to death.
Eric is now almost six feet tall and towers over my 5”4”. His dick grew some as well. It was always just fine as it was, but he added both a little length and, more importantly, a little girth to move his dick into cock status. I love having it in any of my holes. I love walking to class with his cum dripping down my legs. I don’t wipe it up because I want people to see the product of our love.
I always dress sexy for Eric because he likes me to. I wear very short skirts or shorts and loose tops so he has easy access to my tits. Those, by the way, also grew a bit as they are pretty much a full C-cup and still as perky as ever. I never wear a bra or panties so that my body is easily accessed by Eric. I like to wear crop tops or tank tops so that he can easily see my tits and reach into my top to feel them. He’s still a tit man, through and through. I don’t care when he touches me or where we are. If he wanted me to take off my top in public so he can feel or suck on my tits, I wouldn’t hesitate.
We have a favorite tree on campus that we like to sit under and make out and feel up each other. We get a special thrill getting nasty in public. I guess we’re exhibitionists at heart. I’d love to just get naked under that tree and have Eric make slow, passionate love to me while students walk by going to class. Unfortunately, the campus police would frown on that.
So, that’s our life now. We have a couple more years at university before we graduate and have to brave the entire world with our incestual relationship. We haven’t had a single problem with it at school, so we don’t see a reason to be worried for the future. As I said, no one ever asks for proof of marriage so why would someone question us? We wear wedding bands to complete the façade and I hope to get a real one with a diamond someday. I can’t wait until we can have our own kids and a home to raise them in. We’re hoping for a boy and a girl. We’re thinking of naming them Jack and Jill and making sure they share a bathroom.
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